Honestly, I had enough of this absurd hiatus.
Before I even start this 'rant'...
HI, OLD AND NEW WATCHERS! THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT!
GUYS I'VE MISSED YOU SO SO SO MUCH!!!!!
WHAT ARE YOU UP TO, MY DEAR FELLA?!
Back on my rant
I was asking myself 'Why am I being this way? Why did I stop doing what I like the most?'
And the answers are pretty stupid. Like, I felt going on hiatus because of:
- School. School?! WUT!! I mean, I'm studying to be an English teacher (pardon me if I still have some grammar errors, I'm coursing 3rd semester) is not that it is not difficult but the internet has pretty much taught me everything I know, so I feel, now, comfortable with it.
- Friends. Again: WUT!!!! call me lone wolf but I'm one of those that hate getting socialized but have to so my parents won't send me to a therapist. The ones that were my friends at school are no longer my friends. (Blame the stupid "Girls' laws". BLAME THEM!!!! Lol I've lost their friendship because I've started a friendship with the crush of one of them. LOL. WUT! Lost 6 friends because of that. To think that just ONE has a crush with that guy.) But WHO CARES! Their lost, not mine. Seriously . Good: I won't skip classes anymore and GOTTA get my head on the game again. I CAN DO IT. I CAN GET BETTER GRADES! (fighting!)
- Parents. My parents don't like me being here all day long. Even though they now see the joys of me knowing how to use a computer, photoshop and some other tools.
- ME. Well... I think... I wanted some space for me out of the internet world, but obviously in this era, no one would ever get out of the internet world. WE RELY ON IT. We really do. And, I didn't do much for my own self. And also felt... How can I say it? Well... all friends around me were going out, I felt lone and unloved for a quiet moment. I had slept all day long for a long period of time. I think it was more than a month in which after arriving from school all I did was nothing but sleep. And that is just not right.
Now, you people, know WHY. See! It was for the wrong reasons that I went on hiatus. But I am back on the game. Obviously, I am kind of rusty, so probably, it's going to take me a few while.
Hope I can make/create some stuff real quick, and I really hope you like the new stuff!!
I'm gonna start all over again.
SIDENOTE: By the way, not so long time ago I had complained about why I did not write stuff in English language and pretty much said because I was afraid of making a typo. Well, this time, I am not afraid anymore. I've learned this:
one who makes no mistakes makes nothing
So, I feel okay with writing up this journal. c: